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What You Make of Me

A Novel

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"In the face of tragedy, Dess’s narrator memorably dramatizes the anxiety-inducing exigencies of the creative arts, and the need of artists to remain focussed on their craft." —The New Yorker
“Ms. Dess shrewdly explores the intersections between intimacy and possession.” —The Wall Street Journal
In this mesmerizing debut from a bright new talent, two enigmatic and unforgettable siblings confront what – and who – they’re willing to sacrifice for their art

On the eve of her first solo show, Ava is feeling defiant. The art gallery acolytes have insisted on writing “explanations” of her paintings for an accompanying catalog, but what do they know of her work? What do they know of her brother, Demetri, whose face echoes across every canvas?
After all, Ava and Demetri have only ever had each other. Abandoned first by their mother, who drowned in the Long Island Sound, and then again by their father, who couldn’t see beyond his grief, each sibling has always been the other’s most ardent supporter: Demetri encouraged Ava’s raw talent as a painter, while Ava pushed Demetri to pursue filmmaking. But as they make their way in New York, the codependency that once sustained them soon threatens to be their undoing. Betrayals mount, fueled by Ava’s reckless acts and her disdain for Demetri’s last-ditch efforts to make something of consequence, but what ultimately and irreversibly tips the scales won’t be found on canvas or film. Because now, at thirty-one, Demetri is dying.
As Ava reckons with the meaning of her portraits, what soon emerges from her intimate, offhanded, and mischievous meditations is a stunning and unsettling confession of secrets, epiphanies, rivalry, and infidelity. Vaulting between childhood and the days leading up to Demetri’s death, here is a searing portrait of two remarkable siblings reckoning with the limits of loyalty. Heralding the arrival of an impressive new talent, What You Make of Me lays bare the thin line between success and sacrifice.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      Starred review from December 9, 2024
      A brother and sister’s artistic rivalry intensifies when they fall for the same woman in Dess’s electrifying debut. In the novel’s framing device, Ava Stern’s older brother, Demetri, is near death from a tumor. Ava, a painter, writes about their life together while the 31-year-old documentary filmmaker lays unresponsive in home hospice care. She begins with their childhood on Long Island, where they were raised by an aloof father after their mother died by suicide when they were eight and seven. Both children show artistic promise, but their teachers favor the serious-minded Demetri, while Ava, deemed “oversexed” by school officials, acts impulsively in an effort to fit into her brother’s world. In one instance, she paints a nude portrait of a girl Demetri desires but is too anxious to approach. After Ava drops out of high school, they move to Boston so Demetri can attend Harvard, then to New York City, where they alternately support and undermine each over the course of their 20s. Their dynamic is unsettled when they meet Nati, an Italian gallerist who commissions Ava’s work and starts dating Demetri. After Ava begins an affair with Nati, she grows anxious about jeopardizing her bond with Demetri, especially as his health deteriorates and they clash over his idea to make a film about her. Dess harnesses her characters’ feelings of sorrow and dread as their bond unravels, and she skillfully untangles the complexities of their all-consuming relationship while offering keen insights into the pressures they face as artists, both from others and from within. It’s a tour de force. Agent Susan Golomb, Writers House.

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