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When We Grow Up

A Novel

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For fans of Fleishman is in Trouble and Such a Fun Age, an electrifying novel about six longtime friends whose tropical vacation is interrupted by an unexpected crisis, forcing them to ask how strong their bonds really are
Clare is supposed to be the grown-up one. Married to the love of her life, with a major deal for her first novel, she has everything she thought she wanted. So then why does it all feel so wrong? When she agrees to a weeklong vacation with five of her oldest friends, she is hoping for an escape with the people who know her best. There is Jessie, who won't stop talking about her new boyfriend; Mac, trying to pretend he hasn't outgrown the group; Kyle, the eternal peacemaker; and Renzo, who brought them all together but keeps picking fights. And then, of course, there's Liam, the guy Clare has barely seen since high school but somehow can't get out of her head—or her bed.
But when a terrifying news alert shatters their peace, it becomes harder to ignore how much the world has changed since they were teenagers. As the resentments and tensions that have always simmered just beneath the surface begin to boil, Clare must ask if their shared history is enough to sustain their friendships, or if growing up might mean letting go.
With crackling wit and emotional fearlessness, When We Grow Up is a provocative portrait of friendship in a world that feels ever more unrecognizable and a searing exploration of what it means to be a good person.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      October 7, 2024
      In Baker’s underwhelming sophomore novel (after Our Little Racket), a group of 20-somethings contend with their fading friendships and their mortality during a disastrous vacation in Hawaii. After an alert pops up on their phones urging them to take shelter from an incoming missile (“This is not a drill,” the message reads), Clare, an aspiring novelist, realizes she doesn’t want to die with the others. Almost an hour later, their phones ping again, notifying them the warning was sent in error. Though they try to have a good time, the scare provokes difficult conservations. Clare has never been close with Jessie, the only other woman in the group, and their long-running competition spikes during the crisis. She’s always felt closest to Renzo, even though his condescending nature forces her to seek his approval. There’s also Mac, who used to date Jessie while they were in high school, and who makes jokes about being the only Black person in the group. The friends’ conversations provide a sounding board for the author to riff on racism, climate change, and other contemporary issues—for instance, when Clare schools Jessie on anti-racist campus protestors—but the conversations barely scratch the surface. This one fizzles. Agent: Marya Spence, Janklow & Nesbit Assoc.

    • Booklist

      October 15, 2024
      The group chat is one thing, but now that she's married, Clare avoids seeing her high-school friends in person. Once together, everyone seems to regress to their worst selves. Clare knows that a week-long trip to Hawaii with the group definitely won't be stress free--they'll drink too much, sleep too little, get annoyed with each other, and end up rehashing old arguments. But a thirtieth birthday is worth celebrating. Baker (Our Little Racket, 2017) drops Clare and her close-knit group of friends into vibrant, lush Kauai, inserting a few dramatic flashbacks to Boston and Los Angeles to illustrate turning points in the friends' shared history. True to form, the group dynamics start out strong and end up fractured, every person unsure about how to reconcile their high-school selves with their adult personalities. In the vein of Netflix's Friends from College, Meg Wolitzer's The Interestings (2013), and Zoe Eisenberg's Significant Others (2024), Baker's story, filled with rapid-fire dialogue spoken by true-to-life characters, captures how devout friendship can be alternatingly reassuring and disorienting, but it's never insignificant.

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    • Library Journal

      November 1, 2024

      In Baker's (Our Little Racket) sophomore novel, Clare and five of her long-time friends reunite for a vacation in Hawai'i. She seems to have her life together and has everything she thought she wanted, but somehow she isn't content. When a terrifying news alert disrupts their reunion, their friendship will be tested. With a 75K-copy first printing. Prepub Alert.

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    • Kirkus

      January 1, 2025
      Six friends travel to Hawaii to celebrate their 30th birthdays and, after dodging imminent death, spend their time together drinking, bickering, reaching for one another, and investigating their years of interconnection. Clare, Kyle, Renzo, Mac, Jessie, and Liam have known one another since seventh grade in L.A. They've fallen in and out of friendship and love with one another and have emerged as a (sometimes begrudgingly) inseparable unit. On this particular reunion in January 2018, they've gathered in Kyle's parents' second home on the island of Kaua'i, planning to spend the week in full-on vacation mode. Then comes an emergency text advisory: "Ballistic missile threat inbound to Hawai'i...This is not a drill." After a few pages of watching the characters panic, we learn that the message was human error. The group feels its aftershocks long after that morning, though, and the anxiety it sows feeds the interpersonal reckonings that follow. Much of the richness in this novel is found in the conversations among the friends, which extend from their shared history and personal lives to politics, race, and class. Hawaii is a fitting backdrop for the more political conversations, but the relationship between the group and the land is not as fully fleshed-out as the friends' grudges and crushes. The main protagonist, Clare, spends much of the book reminiscing on years past and chewing over her writing career, marriage to her college sweetheart, and relationship with each member of the group. Baker beautifully expresses the pressures of growing older while not feeling older, as well as the comfort of being with people who knew you as an adolescent--when you were unformed and naive, as you might still feel from time to time. "When you've known people this long," Clare thinks, "when you knew them in middle school, knew their mothers and their childhood bedrooms, you can always see the ghosts at their shoulders." A delayed coming-of-age story that's both perceptive and absorbing.

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